A shadow of myself.
Journal #1

I know this isn’t what you guys followed for, but, it’s my only way of expressing myself.

What do I do when you can’t trust the person that you should be able to trust the most. I feel like shit, I feel like dying. I am not even sure what to do with myself anymore. I am wishing that I didn’t feel so numb, like I wasn’t walking through a dream, like I could feel, why can’t I feel? Where did my emotion go? All I can do is cry, and feel sad, and think of the bad when there should be lots of good to think about. Why do people hate me so much? Why? Why? Why do I feel this way„,?

harmed:

more pale here ☾